Why is it so hard to get motivated sometimes? I am finding it difficult to get motivated enough to 1) lose these freaking 15 lbs that have been weighing me down like a sack of sand, and 2) to be more creative with scrapbooking and my time. Let's discuss:
I would love to be able to be more proficient in PSE3 to where I can come up with something fabulous everyday. I see all these daily challenges and crops, etc. and I don't know if I am just intimidated by others or just don't feel like I am truly a creative person. I feel like my designs always are "off" or fall slightly short of being fabulous. I would really like to take better photos, but that would require me to buy a new camera which is so not in the budget now. But more so, I just think I don't know enough in PSE3 to create something beautiful. People look at Lil A's scrapbook and think it's amazing, but they have NO IDEA how novice my creations are as compared to others people's LO's. I think I am going to reinvest the time I spend EATING and channel it into reading up on tips and techniques in PSE3. After all, I did teach myself the program without ever having seen it before AND without the use of any manuals. Well, I guess I should be proud of that at least, right?
The other thing that's weighing on my mind, figuratively speaking, is that I need to do more with my time during the day when Lil A is in school and I am here without much work on my plate. Work ebbs and flows, so during the slower times I need to come up with a goal or an idea and work on it. One thing that I started a couple of months ago is just a simple binder of home decorating ideas that I like. You know, furniture that I like from Pottery Barn, paint colors for Lil A's one-day-you'll-actually-have-a-proper play room, etc. I've also been toying around with the idea of collecting something that I can enjoy now as well as pass down to Lil A in the future. My idea is to collect scarves. I love tying them around a not-so-interesting black bag or wearing as a belt, etc. Since scarves are easily found - both cheap and expensive - I thought this could be something fun I could take up. Just an idea.
I have lots of other ideas, too. I also would like to start a binder of rainy-day things to do with Lil A since she's getting close to the age where we can start crafting. Her dexterity is still undeveloped - she's not even 2 1/2. But last weekend we made hats out of paper plates and ribbon I had lying around from my card making days, and we adorned them with hearts and glitter glue, etc. They were cute, and Lil A was very excited to show her new "hat" to Daddy when he came home. I just want to be able to whip up simple things like that, and I think a binder of cute craft ideas may be a good start.
I want to do things with Lil A that she can appreciate, that don't necessarily require us buying an annual pass or spending $25 on something she may play with once or twice. I think she will get a lot more satisfaction from developing the creative side of her.
At least I do...
Suggestions??